THE ONE!!

The one i care...

they don care about me...

the one i help always...

they never help me...

the one who on my list

they never notice me...

the one i will use my heart

they will always just using me...

THE END......

no one knows I'm always the emo one...

everyone always taught they are the emo-est one...

but actually they all not...is me..

they are still got things to depend on..

but me....

all by myself...

sometimes i feel wanna cry...

but...

i have to be strong...

i always keep it inside...never show it out...

cause if i show it out like everyone else...

i will be weak...

i keep forcing myself to be strong...

i am hoping my life will get better ...

no one will ever understand me...

i need a people who understand me...and care for me badly...

but...seems like no one...

the people i understand don understand me...

never mind...

guess they are lucky...

THANK YOU ....

thank you my friends...

helping me to celebrated my birthday...

I'm very happy...

Happy

but... i don't know why i'm still feeling not enough ...

like missing a piece

I think is because not all of my buddies were show up...

because of some reason...

haiz...

I miss you all...

thx again for help me to celebrated my birthday...

我很想念我的姐妹们。。。

我们差不多一年的时间没有见面。。。

希望她们不要忘记我们的友情。。。

我很想念以前的生活。。。。

给我的感觉以前生活的比较快了。。。。

为什么呢？？？



现在的生活很无聊。。。

没什么值得我去留念。。。。

找到属于我想要的工作。。。

突然又要说拜拜了。。。。

因为我还不到十八岁。。。。

什么道理？？？

我还差一个月多的时间就够岁了啦。。。

这样也不留情。。。。

咳。。。。。

人家做到一半才赶人家走。。。。什么意思？？？？

很伤心的嘛。。。。



很闷噢。。。。

又没有人关心我。。。。

很可怜的嘛。。。。。

咳。。。。。。


mao bian....

is JULY 2nd !

day by day....

i can't even feel the time pass so quickly...

the time pass faster i feeling like more scare

like my life shorter ...

ya i know i'm just 17 half ...

it doesn't need to afraid of what...

but the time let me feel so scary...

i haven't do anything ...

i feel like i don have the chance to do something Meaningful ....

there are stories about end of the world...

although i'm not that believe it will end of the world so soon...

but i can feel WE DON HAVE MUCH TIME ....

so... don waste your time.... TIME won't stop and wait for you...

the time pass then pass ...never go back....

it will become a memory...a history...

Do you need to do...

=)

i need to say goodbye to my a parts of

my future...for good future..

it came the wrong timing...

so... i just let it go then...

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uiyoh...yesterday i off day... i makeup myself... i dress up myself liang liang...

manatau.... i go out liang liang foe the car accident only...

this is my first time...

is very exciting ...haha

The ah pek.... "Bang" our si fut!!!

then the pressure so strong...

my whole body like jelly moving... hahahaha

then i scream loud.....

and after the accident i got a bit headache....lol...

my sis's car full of pig pig...

then all the pig pig like " fly"....

all " Da fan cha"....

hahahaha....

the Ah pek 's car like so mek mek....

his Honda logo like also fly away ..... on the road....

then we like omg...

ok... we all just get down the car...

then... omg... the road many cars come come go go...

all like looking at us...

i feel so shy...

and so toh soi..

hahahaha..... all like never see accident before...

like need to slow down and look at us...lol...

suddenly... i just think of you...

and i miss you..

i just don't know why..

maybe a few days ago you find me chat...

and just a while...

i think of you...

but if you ask me ..you and me got anything memorable???

i just don't know

it is just my feeling so strong to you...